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December 25th, 2008
03:07 am
i am living a life full of false hopes, failed dreams, and unrealistic expectations.
the only one who can save me is myself,
and i don't think i know how to do that.
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December 20th, 2008
03:31 am - MEMPHIS
i love being home. i don't know if anyone else feels this way. ( i know jenna does.) but i love home. i love it. i love it. i love it!
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August 6th, 2008
02:42 pm
Love is what will keep us together.
<3
Love love love love love
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March 2nd, 2008
05:28 pm
I really need to get my act together with school. i did so well last semester, but i am not putting forth any effort this semester. i have all C's in everything so far which is terrible. i have a social problems midterm tomorrow which is going to be 40% of my grade. so i need to do really well. i've been in the library now for three hours and have made pretty good progress on my studies. so hopefully everything will go well.
this weekend was ok. i just hung out on hill street with vann and his friends. i sort of feel like those kids don't really like me that much and just tolerate me because i am vann's girlfriend. i am kind of quiet around them and feel left out. oh well. i think it is really me being paranoid about the situation then really the reality of how things really are. i guess i will never really know, and i guess it doesn't really matter.
on saturday, angelica and crystin came to boone for her birthday, and it was a lot of fun to see her. i also really enjoy hanging out with katie and the twins.
i missed jenna and brandi a lot this weekend, and can't wait until they came back to boone.
i hope i am making the right decisions with my life. i am trying to quit smoking cigarettes, but i really enjoy smoking them so much. however, the bad side effects definitely outweight the good feeling of inhaling smoke. i just really can not get away from them. its more me not having enough will power to stop. and not to mention, that they are so readily avialable.
ok i have to go back to studying. catch you later. peace.
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December 2nd, 2007
12:20 pm - HEY YOU
i deleted my facebook.
because my mother wanted to look at everyones...
and it would be nice if you would update
so i could know what is going on your life
much appreciative,
jessica carol suitor
ps- i'm sure all of you know this but, i got into app state. (whoo) and am going to live in this bad ass apartment with this girl named lindsay kelber. (you should check her out on facebook.)
she sent me this email of pictures of the apartment:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN8081.jpg new chair ooo lala
turn to the left...pretty bare..but room for the imagination http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN8082.jpg
kitchen table http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN8083.jpg
kitchen view from the living room http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN8084.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN8085.jpg the door on the right is where the washer/dryer is. and a little bar with stools in front
awkward picture from the corner of my room http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN8087.jpg
from outside the door http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN8088.jpg
desk http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN8089.jpg
bathroom attetched to each room http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN8090.jpg
nice size shower in between http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN8091.jpg
nice view from out living room window http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN7940-1.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v239/shopsmartshopSmart/DSCN7730.jpg pic I took when I first moved in
AND the apartment comes with a bed and a desk already in my room! coool yo
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November 29th, 2007
06:25 pm
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November 28th, 2007
11:17 pm
I find out on Friday if I get to return back to Appalachian for next semester. I am so nervous. I feel like my heart may pound out of my chest.
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November 11th, 2007
06:45 pm - I have...
1. i have one hand in my pocket.
2. i have my heart and soul.
3. i have love for you, babe.
4. i have a lost mind, an innocent mind, a secretive mind.
5. i have friends.
6. i have red hair.
7. i have mad love for George Clinton.
8. i have Boone in my head.
9. i have Memphis in my heart.
10. i have damaged lungs.
now your turn!
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November 6th, 2007
09:50 pm
Someday, I know that you will have a beautiful life.
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November 2nd, 2007
03:46 pm
wanna hang out on november 16th? i'll be in the area.
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October 29th, 2007
01:25 pm - Today is a nothing day.
i left my pants in boone
but vann mailed them back to me
they arrived today
with a funny letter inside.
i still dont have a job
and i am beginning to become a slob
oh wait, i already was one
why is my life so not fun
it is really cold outside
i wear my ugg boots a lot
they make me feel cute inside
i love to smoke cigarettes.
soon i will quit
it is going to be very hard
my teeth are turning disgusting.
but i will still smoke the herb.
i wish i was a hippie so bad.
and that memphis was really boone
i am waiting for my acceptance (or rejection) letter
i hope it will come soon
i wonder how everyone is doing
angelicas grandma is dying.
it is going to be very sad.
she is going to loose it.
i really need to poop
but it will not come
i feel very "stopped up"
this is too much information.
i guess i will go
and do other things with my time
i really suck at writing poetry
whatever. i tried.
love you. and goodnight.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/blue/lazy.gif) apathetic
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October 25th, 2007
10:31 pm
i got laid off from my job yesterday. and i have -5.22 dollars in my bank account. what perfect timing. i hate the work force.
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September 1st, 2007
06:10 pm - please?
friends should update again. it would be nice to have something to read while y'all are having fun in boone, and i am being lame in memphis. thank you.
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August 27th, 2007
09:52 pm - change.
I think this is going to be a really great year... once i get out of memphis and am back in boone!
2008- i have a lot of hope for you! woot woot
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August 21st, 2007
07:32 pm - i dont know.... why?
i feel really nervous about vtp.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/blue/worried.gif) anxious
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August 5th, 2007
02:08 am
i can't believe the summer is almost over and that next semester i have to go to stupid u of m. i hate that. everyone gets to go back to college, and i am stuck here. alone. i know there are people here in memphis like megan, annie, and melanie, but its still not the same. they all have other friends in memphis that they hang out with, and im not really apart of that life. i also do not want to be here because i dont want to have to run into certain people who ruin my life and make me feel very awkward. i just need to go back to app state. i also need some boy attention. i am greatly deprived.
lately, i have been spending a lot of time staying at home, and i dont mind it too much. i actually prefer it and have choosen to do so. maybe this will be good for me because after fall semester (when i will hopefully be returning to boone), i dont plan on coming home very much, if any. its time for me to get away and move on. so, im leaving my old memories behind and looking forward to embarking on a new journey.
edit: i just read over what i just wrote, and it made me really sad. i love memphis. i really do. but in all honesty, i just need a break. dont be hurt, memphis. you will always be number one in my heart.
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August 1st, 2007
09:47 am - hello? is there anybody out there?
somebody update pleeeeeeaaaasssseee
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/blue/hungry2.gif) hungry
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July 28th, 2007
09:12 pm - Since feeling is first
since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;
wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world
my blood approves,
and kisses are a far better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
--the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says
we are for eachother: then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph
And death i think is no parenthesis
e.e. cummings
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July 26th, 2007
08:33 pm - love.
I miss photo shoots with my best friends.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/blue/thoughtful.gif) nostalgic
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July 2nd, 2007
12:46 pm - new project pat new project pat
saturday- hunter thompson's 21st birthday feat. project patttt- outttta control
it was memphis at its finest.
i dont think i have ever sweated so much in my entire life.
it was so fucking insane.
then elise got sick and threw up in my car.
and now it smells like death.
i love summer.
i fucking love it.
"I said my lip gloss is poppin, my lip gloss is cool
all da boys keep jockin, they chase me after school"
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/blue/happy.gif) happy
Current Music: lil mama- lip gloss
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